“I wanted to unfurl my toes for a little while. I wanted silence, isolation and an invitation to exhale life’s complications. I heard nature’s melody and I harmonized with every single note. I needed the trees, their colors, and the sounds of wildlife breathing. I inhaled the essence of the forest and smiled as life coursed through my veins.” – Amelia Dashwood
It’s been a while since I’ve written. There are so many things I wanted to write about but life distracted me. In March, I attended several meetings for social activism. I went to Washington, DC, met with Representatives to talk about political issues and attended volunteer training with the Human Rights Campaign.
I was fired up, ready to jump in and take action. I found it exciting to be in our nation’s capitol, bumping into Senator John Lewis and Planned Parenthood’s President, Cecile Richards while distributing literature to California Representatives. Rachel Maddow glued me to the TV every night with unbelievable news she reported.
But, I became over-whelmed with all that’s going on in our world. I needed to step back and catch my breath. I felt the urge to be in the midst of trees. It’s where I go when I need to soothe my soul. Twenty years ago, I spent a year in the redwoods of northern California after going through a stressful time. My Mom lived there and it was comforting to be close to her again. Recently I went back to visit a friend.
As I drove on winding roads lined with tall trees, I could feel tension leave my body. Passing by familiar places, I felt like a movie played in my head hearing Mom’s voice and laughter. I walked alone in the redwoods past our old home reliving fond memories. My friend and I spent an afternoon on her deck reminiscing then sitting quietly hearing the creek flow. When the wind blew, a white blossomed tree in front of us looked like a snowfall of flowers. We dined at a restaurant where the Russian River flows into the ocean and enjoyed the sacredness of an outdoor church. The beauty of nature and slow pace was just what I needed to feel at peace.